DAMN

[Pwon]

Why am I constantly putting myself in others emotions :mad: I don't care
Just leave me alone I have my own problems however I don't care about those little things...UNLESS you bring them UP..Why I can't I just be left to have fun What?

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No NO NO NO NOnO NOOOO! Stop this piontless cycle I know the answer THEN LEAVE..... NO STOP stay away STAY AWAT PLEASE >.......GO AWAY!!! .................................................. ............{breathing}...................
DAMN

[Serenus]

Heh, looks like you got yourself into a similar situation as myself. I don't know if this'll do you any god, but...

Maybe you should get yourself a punching bag. =/ Or at least something to take that anger off. (Depending on what the situation is of course...)

[Krayla]

Pown...we are very much the same...the only difference that we have is that you allow those emotions of yours rule your life and I don't. It's amazing how much more freedom you have when you don't have any emotions of your own to deal with. Also, silent meditation always helps too. ::shrugs:: Just a thought...chao

[DJ XB]

Pwon, I said it once and I'll say it again. You have some issues! What the hell is wrong with you? Just let all that anger go. you sound like one of those guys that would kill themselves over something stupid. get yourself together man!

[Animaniac]

From personal experience, I think its better to express your emotions as they come to you, cuz you might end spilling that emotion on someone who doesnt deserve it. This is especially for anger, cuz if you dont express it, you might let it all out on someone who doesnt deserve it, then later regret what you did. I used to hold in my anger a lot, especially when I was in High School and those people I let loose on were really hurt.

So, I say just let loose as soon as you feel it. The idea of a punching bag is good, because then ya can let it rip and ya can get a workout at the sametime too.

[jitterbugperfume]

Eric DeLong, The Apprentice: "My Spill"

Maybe I just need somebody to tell me that I'll be all right. And maybe I just need somebody .... to tell me to shut up.

Have you ever thought, even for one second, that our feelings are just a reminder of how we want to feel, at that particular time. 'Cause no one is making me feel the way I do. And no one can tell me how to feel ...

This is my spill.

Music, I find, is the best way of expressing emotion, but this one captures just about everything. LOL ;)

[Krayla]

Ani...I sympathise with what you are trying to say but, emotions are a burden to have in my eyes. I know that it must be hard to believe that I don't have any but it is true. The emotions that I do show around here and about anywhere else are fabricated. I make false emotions to match other emotions in the room, of my choosing of corse. ;) It feels like a giant weight is taken off your shoulders when you don't have emotions...I haven't had emotions sense I was 3-4 and I am now 17 so that what about 9-10 years with out emotions...man I am good. :D

[Setsuri]

falsified motions are still an emotion, people tend to call it apathy. *cough* I know there are times we wish we never could feel things but I've learned it's even worse to block what you feel. Even if you keep it to yourself admitting you feel something helps. As well, without knowing it you can oush your feelings onto others, even when you think youu aren't.

Speaking of which I'm furious worried and upset all at once and have no bloody outlet for it since the outlets for all of these emotions are M.I.A

MYU!!!!!

note: remember detachment from your problems for a short time can be good, it gives you time to calm down and look at them in a serious and analytical manner but to stay away to long will only make it worse when you go back to them again. Just think of it as Newton's law applied to emotions.

[Animaniac]

Our emotions are what makes us each an individual. Whether anybody admits it or not, everyone lets out their emotions. When you are happy you smile, when your mad your demeaner changes to a more serious one sometimes.

Not letting out your emotions or at least not talking about them can cause people around you to feel confused. Inside you may feel one way and show another feeling outside, but it will make the people closest to ya woried about you. Especially if they know somethin has happened to you and that you should feel a certain way because of it, they will worry for you.

But Krayla, 9-10yrs without emotions? Thats harsh. Normally I would ask why that is but thats your personal business so I won't confound ya with a bunch of questions or anythin.

With 2 decades of life under my belt I have seen what holding in emotions can do to people. Their emotions does somewhat show on their face, especially if you are really close to that person. With some of my best friends I can easily tell whats wrong because I have known them so long. Im sure your friends know the samething Krayla.

[ November 16, 2003, 02:46 PM: Message edited by: Animaniac ]

[Pwon]

That all great but how does one change how he think???/ DAMN

[DJ XB]

you are SOOOOOOO....

[Krayla]

Actually Ani...I've played my cards right for over a decade and my friends new and old..never suspect a thing. And some of them do ask, if they know something has happened, if I'm ok b/c I'm not showing the emotion that they think I should be so they do get worried but just a simple 'Yes, I'm fine' does the trick everytime and they go on their happy lil' way like nothing had never accoured. And the reason that I have locked my emotions away is b/c I am an Impath. For all of you that don't what that is..it means that I can feel other peoples emotions...I figured it out when I was a child and figured why deal with my emotions plus others, so I locked mine away and feel others and that is how I know what emotion to wear on the outside...while on the inside I am totally with out emotion. You all can ask me any questions that you may have. I do not care what type of question it is. Don't be afraid to ask me something. It's not like I'm going to be hurt by anythink you ask :D ;)

[Setsuri]

*snickers* still just because you do't feel emotions like other people do or wuld consider the norm doesn't mean you don't have them ^_^ although it's called empathy, and generally to have any talent at it you have to have emotions. The only reason you say you have none is because what you have is well controlled, likely by the fact that your mental maturity and physical maturity are out of whack. meaning you're ready to be conserved and adult while people still expect you to be childish and it results in you negating the emotions you feel.

Okay I'm, just being odd, but I assure you a life without emotions is sad just as it is to have that happen. My only and best friends for the longest time were all adults [and for a 7yr that kinda sucks] but now it doesn't matter if most of my friends are adults. Plus being more open with myself has let me make many friends which are at least marginally closer to my own age! ^_^

either way good luck!

[DJ XB]

Problems.........

[DJ XB]

Maybe I just need somebody to tell me that I'll be all right. And maybe I just need somebody .... to tell me to shut up. Ok Jitterbug... Shut up. :D And ah...you'll be ok

[Road_Kill]

Pwon: just think of it this way; will exploding in anger accomplish anything constructive? if it will, then do it. however, if it won't, then don't. sometimes, you need to experience an emotion simply because you haven't had it before, liek love, or heartache. but here's teh trick. spend some time experiencinga nd dealingw ith the emotion, but DO NOT let it become you. yu have to set it aside for a time and let it rest in teh past. move on to the next one. life is a series of moments. live them one at a time, not one for a year, two for a month.

[Xion-Jehuty]

Try and keep your aggressive emotions inside, one day it could get the better of you. Try and keep your mind off things that are troubling you, it might help.